Into the Exhale

Much attention is spent on the breath in a yoga class.  Vinyasa Flow is focused on movement with breath.  Each posture is paired with either an inhale or an exhale.  Every so often we remain in a posture for 2, 3 or 5 complete breaths, but movement with breath is the intent.

I have begun to truly notice my exhale.  In times of stress it seems almost double in length to my inhale.  Knowing what I do about the experience of yoga I know that forward folds are always practiced on the exhale which allows the lungs to empty and release toxins.  And yet, I know the lovely sound of wind instruments is created by the exhale.  In fact, it is the exhale that drives the heavenly sound of the trumpet Chris Botti plays.

I also know that the very last thing I will do on this earth is exhale.

So the value of the observation is this; if heaven (Or for me, the presence of my Higher Power) is where I am to return at the end of this life, then maybe the exhale is more relevant than anything else I do!  Perhaps one must be in the process of releasing in order to experience the goodness of my Higher Power.

For me, the practice of yoga is synonymous with release.  True release allows for the creation of space for something new and good to enter.

Get into your exhale and be grateful!

Jennie Ray Hart,
October 24, 2013

Do Over

“Although no one can go back and make a brand new start, anyone can start from now and make a brand new ending” -Carl Bard

 

A few years ago I decided it was a good idea to shed what was no longer serving my higher purpose.  One of the things I “shed” was my reliance on alcohol.  I’d seen my brother live without alcohol but really did not have many other examples of sobriety in my life.  While he is the strongest man I knew (and still is), I foolishly felt that if he could do it, so could I!

Just as a new posture on the mat takes time to develop, so did my “new” life.  I began living a more health-full lifestyle.  I continued to “shed” and found there were a few other things that needed to be released for my life to feel truly balanced.  I found myself in a more peaceful place.  This new life journey began and was FULL of goodness.

So, I offered myself a celebratory glass of wine!!

Then in September 2015 the moment came again of realizing that I needed to start again.  I needed a do-over.  In December 2016 I found myself to be a very “dry drunk” and knew more, MUCH more, needed to happen. I needed ANOTHER do-over!

I started from the very unfortunate position I was in and found a 12 Step Program.

With new tools in hand and a wonderful new studio nearby (Humble Haven Yoga) I began practicing with my “do over” self and a new appreciation for just how simple and yet, how difficult it can be to create a “new ending”.

WE ALL HAVE A PLACE FROM WHICH TO START.  THE BEAUTIFUL THING ABOUT THIS LOVELY LIFE IS THAT WE ALL HAVE AN ENDING WE CAN CHOOSE EVEN IF WE HAVE TO DO IT OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER AND OVER….